I still do

I still love you,
I need you,
I miss you.

I am only me when I am with you.
I love to love you

I’m here but you are not
It tears my heart
I think about you all the time

I’m cold again,
I forgot how to love,
I forgot how it felt like to love,
But I think it’s not that I have forgotten,
But I can’t love anyone else,
I can’t feel for anyone else,
I can’t miss anyone else…

Hard Rock

Set in a group of ten students, we chose Hard Rock Café – Kuala Lumpur as our Food & Beverage Merchandising outlet. We chose Hard Rock Café because it is known for their moderately priced casual American fare, warm service and ever-present rock 'n' roll music and sensibility. Hard Rock Café is an international food chain and is greatly known for their merchandises which some of it contribute to a course. Currently Hard Rock Café is at its SIGNATURE SERIES 26; Jon Bon Jovi lends his hand and his heart to help raise money for the Philadelphia Soul Charitable Foundation (Me & Chee Lim got one for ourselves-RM 98!). Lead singer and founding member of Bon Jovi, he seeks to help communities around the world. Fifteen percent of proceeds from the sale of the men's tee, ladies' tee, and limited-edition pin will be donated to the Philadelphia Soul Charitable Foundation. Hard Rock Café draws their unique merchandise to their customers especially for those who travel; they would collect Hard Rock Café’s Destination t-shirts as souvenirs.

A sea of smiling faces stretched from wall to wall as we entered Hard Rock Café. It was strange to see a cafe so full of people really, really enjoying themselves. W e went on a Saturday night and we weren’t the only ones. We had to wait a short while for a table to become free but that turned into a blessing as we were able to enjoy a beer at the bar.

As to the menu, it is bound in leather and the contents were very easy to understand. Each page on the menu describes every item the Café offers plus the menu also states pre-cautions as to where consuming uncooked/half cooked meat could be hazardous to health. The menu items are categorized neatly and very organized; each specialty of a category is ‘framed’ and well coloured. There is also a little reminder at the bottom of the menu to buy their merchandise to complete their Hard Rock Café experience.

The waiter approached us to get our orders and he was very patient with us as we were quite indecisive in what we wanted to have for dinner. He helped us out in choosing what was best and he promoted their specialties. We fell for his recommendation and had it in mind that for the price we would be paying it should be good. It was a little pricey but when our food arrived, we were smiling. Our food was well cooked and according to what we had ordered-doneness of meat, type of sauce and condiments. We then understood why that café is always full. Hard Rock Café also had an ongoing promotion which is their Ramadhan Set Dinner. However, we were not in time to qualify for the set dinner as it is only ordered and served for the break-fast hour. During our dinner the manager on duty paid a visit to our table and asked if everything was fine.

The surroundings of the café are decorated with the world's most comprehensive "visual history" of rock 'n' roll. From Jimi Hendrix's Flying V guitar to John Lennon's handwritten lyrics to "Help" (his favourite Beatles' tune) to one of Madonna's now-classic bustiers.

In conclusion, we think that Hard Rock Café’s concept is outstanding and would have continuous support from their customers world-wide. Throughout its history, Hard Rock has been governed by a guiding service philosophy - "Love All - Serve All." Created as a place where all have always been welcome, regardless of age, sex or class; this unconditional welcoming hand and today as integral to Hard Rock's present and future as it was to its beginnings. One thing for sure is the outlet itself really gave us a very “Hard Rock” kind of feeling.

Anonymous

'See, I hold you in higher regard than 90% of my mates, simply because you're an aspiring chef who is achieving her milestones. Since I’ve known that you were doing this F&B program, I’ve brought you up twice as a testament to the Malaysian intellect (even if it is a very small minority). One more thing, you're only 20, and I really see no reason why you should get upset about a silly old relationship just yet. The world is chock-full of men. Just because we have to use trial and error to experiment with relationships doesn't mean we apply the same principle to everything else. Like your F&B career would not have stemmed from trial and error I’m sure. It would be a lot more structured. I never had the balls to accept that I had screwed up several aspects of my life back when I was 20. You’ve got a few years up on me in that regard.'

This is from a man, who just got to know me. Im inspired by him. As to the above, take what strikes you the most.. The rest, is for our own understanding. Just thought Id share this with whoever that reads this.

i still do...

no matter how long it has been,
you still have my heart,
we were never together,
there were some restrictions between us,
but it was our choice,
i know it don't matter about who loves you most,
as for me i think i do love you most,
no matter what,
maybe i hurt you?
maybe i did not show you much love,
but up till now,
i still love you.

It's hard to let it go,
i don't think about it no more,
when we are together,
it seems like nothing had changed,
just that it's her that you probably want,
i think we are both complicated,
i was scared i have to admit,
but it was you that i trusted the most,
and i still do,
it is ur lips that i want to kiss-no one else,
it is in ur arms where i want to be – every night,
i can't understand why but i just do,
i don't think i can love you but i just do,

when we are together,
it seems like the world is a happier place,
im stuck in reverse,
i've got no more tears,
because i lost something which i don't does not have a replacement - it's you,

i tried to fix myself,
it just don't work no more,
why did you let me go?
why did it 'end'?
or did it ever end?
I Love You.
sorry for being a hypocrite,
but i still want you,
i guess i am too in love to let it go...

even now

Even now
When theres someone else who cares
When theres someone home whos waiting just for me
Even now I think about you as Im climbing up the stairs
And I wonder what to do so she wont see
That even now
When I know it wasnt right
And I found a better life than what we had
Even now I wakeup crying in the middle of the night
And I cant believe it still could hurt so bad

Chorus:

Even now when I have come so far
I wonder where you are
I wonder why its still so hard without you
Even now when I come shining through
I swear I think of you
And how I wish you knew
Even now

Even now
When I never hear your name
And the world has changed so much since you been gone
Even now I still remember and the feelings still the same
And the pain inside of me goes on and on
Even now

Even now when I have come so far
I wonder where you are
I wonder why its still so hard without you
Even now when I come shining through
I swear I think of you
And God I wish you knew
Some how
Even now

What is it with us? is it forever? even though we are not with each other now...i guess u still have my heart and i still have ur's....i still love you. I LOVE YOU!

It's been a month

I don’t know why nobody told you…

A line from a song that I currently like.

It’s exactly one month since we were over. I don’t even know how to categorize the relationship we had. Very soon I’ll forget the date…saying you miss me won’t bring me back. But somehow I do believe in giving people a second chance; however with you I don’t think I’ll apply it. 

All the moments shared,
was gone in just one night,
we have gone our own ways,
its time for me to move on,
even though I really love you,
just let you go..You could be happy.

But after sometime you call me,
telling me you miss me,
thinking I’d fall for you again,
but boy I am strong,
feeling sorry for yourself,
your feeling all confused,
but you let me go,
and now..I’ve moved on.

Too bad you don't know how to keep your friends,
you think that she is the only one,
you get worked up when I have a good time,
but I’ve spreaded my wings,
my sympathy to your life,
don't call me back NO MORE.

You message me in the middle of the night,
boy I know you best,
something is on your mind right now,
and I know that it is me,
I know that you are missing me,
but boy I am not,
I’ve moved on with my life now,
there is much more to it,
I sacrificed to make you happy, got my heart broken,
now please just do the same for your own sanity,
memories would be kept,
but I know I won't have it again,
I don't love you no more,
so please...leave me alone.

Sleeping with the lights on...

I see you...
Sleepipng with ur room lights on...
I don't think that ur up
I feel that you slept with it on
Because you are lonely...
Maybe ur scared?
I don't know...
Remember the song...
sleeping with the lights on... :)